Growing up in America since 7 years old and then having to move back to Tokyo in the age of 12 was fucking hard … more than I realized back then.
Not knowing what is going on, not able to fit in any culture, struggling to feel loved from my STRICT yet very loving + self sacrificing perfect parents & not looking Japanese or American stirred this strong desire to belong and loved. I was seeking validation by men. My disassociation coping mechanism made me feel more numb. I couldn’t ‘feel’ so I ended up getting hurt more. I felt lifeless and lost. Although, I looked hot and fine, I was broken. I was disgusted by life, men, family and society.
I hated my work. I hated my self the most. I needed the way out because I couldn’t live by pretending I am okay when I was not okay with my current life situation
So, for the next 10 years, after I quit my 9 - 5 job as an in-house consultant & travelled across the world and explored the realm of … NLP (certified life coach) > SPIRITUALITY > PLANT MEDICINE > GALACTIC FEDERATION > EMBODIMENT (certified somatic coach by 2023 Jan) > SELF - PLEASURE to find the most effective way to alchemize our shadows into orgasmic pleasure
Now, I am in a completely different timeline!
I love and trust men. I am in purpose. I am making more money than ever! I feel loved by the community and strangers because I have stronger connection to Self. I am surrounded by more beautiful powerful, inspiring and loving people.
My life is literally full of non-stop synchronicity & magic. I ask myself, “How can life get any better than this”! and it keeps on getting better and more sacred than ever.